I haven't heard from my folks today ... don't think I will, because it's already 9.30pm there. I don't want to phone them, because I think they're still mulling over options ... I don't want them to feel pressured .... They have my cell phone number if they need to get hold of me this weekend (we'll be down in Miami, at a climbing comp.). And they know that I can change my ticket on Monday, if need be.

Today's been horrible. Trying to get through all the chores that I need to finish up before we leave for the weekend - laundry, cleaning the bathrooms, calling the endo yet again, getting parking decals for the cars (the apartments have just instituted this; apparently they're going to tow any decal-less cars on Monday) trying to find a sitter for the kids while I'm away, getting poster board for projects the kids have due on Monday, returning library books, cleaning out the car, packing, making sure all the climbing gear is in order ... It's so hard when I can't think straight and I keep crying.