I just called and told the school I'd take the job. They said they'd put the appointment letter in the mail this afternoon. So tomorrow I'll have to call the doctors' practice and let them know I won't be taking that job after all. I start teaching when school goes back at the beginning of January.

I feel weird about all this; not excited and happy, more anxious and stressed.

Going to make myself some tea and get under the duvet for half an hour before I fetch the kids from school.